'OMG! This book had me gripped from the start, it literally took me less than 4 hours to read it. I just couldn't put it down... loved it!' Goodreads reviewer

My name is Emma Cartwright. Three years ago I was Susan Webster, and I murdered my twelve-week-old son.

I have no memory of what happened but you believe what your loved ones, your doctor and the police are telling you, don't you?

But if you can't remember what happened, how can you be sure that they are telling the truth?

And if there was the smallest chance your son was alive, wouldn't you do anything to get him back?

A heart-stopping, addictive thriller that will have you hooked from the first page to the last, perfect for fans of The Girl on the Train, The Silent Patient and The Family Upstairs.

Readers LOVE How I Lost You:
'Utterly gripping' CLARE MACKINTOSH

'Hooked from the first page and kept me guessing right up until the end' CLAIRE DOUGLAS

'An outstanding and original thriller' BA PARIS

'Will keep you glued to your seat' ALEX MARWOOD

'Addictive stuff' WOMAN & HOME

'Dark as hell' SUSI HOLLIDAY

'An addictive thriller' GOOD HOUSEKEEPING

'Jenny is an evil genius' LISA HALL

'A thoroughly twisty treat' HEAT

'A compulsive, thoroughly engrossing thriller' RED MAGAZINE

A disturbing psychological crime novel which will appeal to fans of Alex Marwood's WICKED GIRLS. A woman is convicted and sent to a psychiatric hospital for killing her baby son, but on her release she is sent a photo of a young boy. Could this be her son or is she deluding herself into thinking he might still be alive?

About the Author
Jenny Blackhurst grew up in Shropshire where she still lives with her husband and children. Growing up she spent hours reading and talking about crime novels - writing her own seemed like natural progression. Inspired by the emotions she felt around her own son's birth, How I Lost You is Jenny's thrilling debut crime novel.

Reviews
As twisted as a mountain road, Blackhurst's fast-moving and unputdownable debut will keep you glued to your seat -- Alex Marwood
An absolute and complete page turner that had me completely enthralled . . . Definitely highly recommended for fans of psychological thrillers * www.lizlovesbooks.com *
Amazing read that I couldn't put down, gripping storyline, brilliant debut' -- Helen M Jones * Amazon, 5* *
Utterly gripping - brilliant debut! -- Clare Mackintosh author of I LET YOU GO
Haunting, moving and wonderful! A gripping interpretation of post-natal emotions and the roller coaster that follows -- Sarah Morris * Amazon, 5* *
Loved this book! Once I got started I couldn't put it down desperate to know the next twist or turn -- E Webster * Amazon, 5* *
This is the best book that I've read in a long time . . . I was completely hooked -- Tried and Tested * Amazon, 5* *



Book Information
ISBN 9781472218964
Author Jenny Blackhurst
Format Paperback
Page Count 368
Imprint Headline Book Publishing
Publisher Headline Publishing Group
Weight(grams) 262g
Dimensions(mm) 197mm * 131mm * 25mm