Burton Rembrandt has the sort of perspective on life that is impossible for most adults to comprehend: the perspective of an eight-year-old boy. And to Burt, his parents and teachers seem to be speaking a language he cannot understand. When Burt meets Jessica he finds solace from the problems of growing up, of dealing with parents and teachers and adults in general. But when he expresses the ardent love he feels for Jessica, he is placed in an institution with autistic, mentally retarded, sociopathic, and generally 'disturbed' children.
This is Burt's story as written in pencil on the walls of the Quiet Room in The Children's Trust Residence Center. It begins: 'When I was five I killed myself...'
This strange, funny and darkly touching tale explores the chasm between childhood and adulthood in the starkly honest words of a misunderstood little boy.
When I Was Five I Killed Myself is considered a modern classic in France where it has sold over a million copies. Buten's writing is compared with Hemingway and J.D. Salinger's The Catcher in the Rye.

About the Author
Howard Buten has had seven novels published in France and has been published to wide acclaim in seven other European countries. In 1991, Buten was named a Chevalier des Artes et Lettres, France's highest literary honour. He lives in New York and Paris.

Reviews
Buten captures the language of childhood and it is this craft that lends the book its potency. * * The Times * *
It is a rare and brilliant evocation of a child's mindset, which articulates the social and psychological gulf between adults and children. Funny and dark by turns, this is the work of an undeniably gifted story teller. -- Greg Eden * * The Bookseller * *
A lucid style reminiscent of Hemingway, and an unadorned plot that creates instant empathy for Burt, the child narrator ... Buten wonderfully captures a child's frame of mind, making Burt a whole and appealing character without resorting to overly simplistic language. * * Foreword * *



Book Information
ISBN 9781841951898
Author Howard Buten
Format Paperback
Page Count 192
Imprint Canongate Books
Publisher Canongate Books
Weight(grams) 133g
Dimensions(mm) 198mm * 129mm * 12mm