To move forward, I'll have to look back to our past...

I know I have to get myself out of this funk, but it feels impossible. My childhood best friend is dead and nothing in life is working out as I'd planned.

Then Lottie leaves me a 'jar of joy' in her will - filled with instructions to visit places where we had our happiest memories. But with every happy memory, I also remember the things that tore us apart.

Because Lottie was keeping secrets. And Jay - the man we both loved - keeps turning up at the same places. Even as I feel pieces of myself begin to heal, some wounds run too deep.

It's time to make a change in my life, but can Lottie's jar of joy really give me the strength I need?

A heartbreaking yet hopeful novel for fans of PS I Love You, The Memory of Us and The Last Letter from Your Lover.

About the Author

Eve is an award-winning and Carnegie nominated children's author who has written for adult, middle grade and teen readers. She was born and raised in Crawley, West Sussex and is one of seven children. Eve is works as a mentor to support vulnerable children in both secondary and primary schools. Eve is fiercely proud of her working class roots and her large, loud family.

Book Information
ISBN 9781835981412
Author Eve Ainsworth
Format Paperback
Page Count 320
Imprint Canelo Romance
Publisher Canelo